I find my balance in contentment and fulfillment
to welcome a world
of peace, promise, and prosperity,
where souls can live, love, and learn in harmony

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Ultimate Fulfillment: My Masterwork

I’ve been blogging almost weekly on the nature, meaning, and purpose of personal fulfillment since June 2010. In that time, I have come to understand and appreciate many things about personal fulfillment in particular and fulfillment in general. Somewhere along the way, I became enamored with the question of approaching a realization of the ultimate in fulfillment. Here is my outline devoted to this quest.

Some form of ultimate fulfillment can easily be defined and realized, but could one ever realize the ultimate in fulfillment? To fulfill the true self ultimately or not to fulfill the true self ultimately, is this not the question to end all questions? What is ultimate fulfillment? In asking this question, I have come to realize that an answer to this question can only come from within a context of inquiry and discovery.

From within such a context of inquiry, I find myself drawn incessantly to teasing out the roots of the various types of fulfillment ~ personal, interpersonal, transpersonal, and impersonal; indeed, the image of a tree offers a most useful metaphor to articulate and elaborate on the growth and bloom of ultimate fulfillment. In the roots of ultimate fulfillment, we might find its basis; in the trunk and branches of ultimate fulfillment, we might find its essence; and in the bloom of ultimate fulfillment, we find its ideal.

From within such an organic metaphor, I am drawn to seeking and finding congruence between theoretical integration and practical application. In my aim to find my attunement and my alignment with this congruence, I have been drawn to explore and examine many seemingly disparate areas of study that include philosophical, psychological, spiritual, and historical elements, while reaching ever deeper and farther into the interdimensional, extraterrestrial, conspiratorial, and eschatological elements.

Weaving a terrestrial narrative that lines up with a cosmic perspective and that includes these elements is an exhaustive process. Such a terrestrial narrative would have us explore and expose the causes and consequences of two widespread (and related) social phenomena: egocentric entitlement and egocentric abandonment, along with their most unfortunate societal byproduct that is cynical detachment.

As of this writing, I am attempting to get a handle on the nature and meaning of ultimate fulfillment. In other words, I am attempting to find my bearings with the end product, from which to resolve the means by which to approach it, and, if possible, realize it once and for all.

Updated: October 8, 2018

Explorations of Eros, Sacred and Divine

Eros. Erotic. Erotic love. Erotic desire. Erotic impulse.

All of these terms, and more, unfortunately, are suspect in the minds of many of those who would put a premium value on social acceptability and respectibility. In my mind, however, all of these terms are easily redeemable with enough understanding and appreciation of what they mean and how they can be thoughtfully applied in daily life. One need only open the heart to the possibilities.

The key word here, of course, is heart.

Perhaps the social acceptability and respectability of Eros is but one distinction away, namely, the key distinction between “seduction through deception” and “seduction through suggestion,” by which a rescue can be put into play to pluck the fire of seduction from the mire of suspicion.

The listing that follows showcases my published works on Amazon, all of which deal with the theme of Eros. Although they are best read in the order presented, this is not absolutely necessary. At some point, I intend to feature all of these works on more online platforms, in addition to Amazon. Feel free to preview each work, and if you should feel so inclined to buy and read it, please do not hesitate to post a review.

A post accompanies each work to offer some insight into why I wrote the work.

Educating Christos
A Tale of Extreme Erotic Delight
In My World, Eros is Welcome

The Machine of My Dreams
A Companion Guide, Version 1.0
Why Do Men Play With Dolls?

The Machine of My Dreams
A Marvel of Speculative Fiction
See You Hear You Feel You

Conversations with Sophia
Erotic Explorations of the Divine Feminine
Eros Divine: Satana or Sophia?

Alone in Paradise
How I Came to Know My Depths in Paradise
Here is a post I wrote that inspired this work
A related posting: I Know Why We Are Here

You can find me on Amazon here

Updated: October 8, 2018

Beyond Hikikomori: A Matter of Choice?

I have written extensively on this subject over many, many months.

Hikikomori is a Japanese term that is literally translated into English as “pulling inward, being confined.” It is, first and foremost, a condition of existence where people, young and old, withdraw socially from the rigors of everyday life into a space where they feel safe and secure.

Hikikomori has many meanings: it is at once a condition, a phenomenon in Japan (and perhaps elsewhere), a person, a group of people, and a diagnosis. This subject matter has been studied from many angles: scientifically, socially, economically, philosophically, and psychologically.

Interest in the subject of Hikikomori extends far and wide, beyond those who identify as Hikikomori, including those who would identify as Hikikomori if they could, those who find sympathy with those who identify as Hikikomori, and those who seek to advocate on their behalf.

My interest in Hikikomori dovetails with my interest in ultimate fulfillment and revolves primarily around these two movements: the spiritual movement of “pulling inward” (in contrast to “pushing outward”) and the physical movement of “being confined” (in contrast to “being refined”).

In November 2017, I wrote three back-to-back posts on the subject of Hikikomori:

This series of posts eventually led me to begin creating a site on Patreon in early 2018 called Beyond Hikikomori, where I offer nuggets of practical wisdom on daily living, placing the emphasis of my writing on “moving from confinement to contentment by way of fulfillment.”

In early September 2018, I published yet another post on the subject called Moving Beyond Hikikomori, where I gave public notice that I was accepting 250 subscribers to my site on Patreon, while going into depth about my reasons for writing about this sensitive subject matter.

Presently, a subscription to this site is no longer required, giving readers access to all 42 posts, which includes a special report on a phenomenon in Japan known as Lonely Death.

Updated: February 5, 2019

Public Endorsements (with Affiliate Links)

The Secret of Deliberate Creation, by Dr. Robert Anthony

The link to accessing this extensive package of work (that includes a comprehensive audio program and a small cache of ebooks), might seem a bit odd, linking as it does to a report on how to be a money magnet, but because money is presently an essential part of what it means to create deliberately, what better way to learn the secret of deliberate creation than to start generating some serious cash for yourself?

I found this program quite useful, guiding me towards having the mindset of a deliberate creator. The author of this program is not afraid to introduce metaphysical concepts such as the ESP (the Essential Silent Partner), while emphasizing the practical side of doing so. I found the 18-part audio program to be well structured, following a logical course from start to finish in getting the desired mindset.

What mindset is this? I will let the author speak for me: “Imagine doing what you want, when you want, with whom you want, where you want, for as long as you want, without ever having to answer to anyone.” I would quickly add that this invitation is best taken as one that is in service to humanity.

The small cache of ebooks is a welcome bonus, complementing the issues discussed in the audio program, including such titles as Beyond Positive Thinking, Ultimate Secrets, Doing What You Love, Betting on Yourself, and How to Make the Impossible Possible, among others.

As an added bonus, the author includes instructions on how to recoup the cost of the program.

Updated October 8, 2018


Published September 9, 2018

In love, this is who I enjoy being. In joy, this is what I love doing. The world needs this more than ever and is more than willing to pay for it. This is what I am being paid to do for my time and energy. In flow, I recall who I am to be at my best and I recall what I am to do my best work.

I do what I love and I love what I do. My daily activities, because they satisfy and fulfill me to no end, are the very activities with which I share my time and energy. My work is not work; because I feel so alive, so happy and fulfilled, I will never have to work another day in my life …